physically because i feel like barfing so i left school early. truth is, i actually did barf, but i didn't want to freak people out. so i didn't tell anyone. and i had the big d in the big d's class on not so much a big d. heh heh. so i went to The Dick's class and i told her that i didn't feel well. she loves me :] only teacher that does -_- sooo.....i went to the nurse. called home. dad picked me up.
i am mentally sick of being in my freaking house. i also know that if my mother knew this, she would probably be a bit disappointed in me. she is always wondering why i am going out to other people's houses, rather than inviting them to ours. she thinks that i find her embarrassing. which is not true. you should never be embarrassed of family. the truth is that i just don't like people coming to our house. our house is OUR HOUSE. not theirs. i don't mind if close friends come. like when kylie or evelyn come. or when monique comes over just to hang out and talk. or when becky and olivia come over so that we can cook top ramen with hot cheetos :) stuff like that. but i don't want a million people over all the time, so that is the reason why i go out instead of inviting everyone in.
i am also mentally sick of not having anything to do on weekends. but that is about to change. tomorrow is the dance concert :DDDDD actually....so is today. but i think im going tomorrow. and then saturday is kristen's birthday dinner. WHERE ARE MY VAMPIRE BOOTS! sorry off topic. and then in a few weeks we have the dance potluck! WOOHOO! kinda sorta the highpoint of the month. i am so excited. you do not even understand.
dance is amazing. I AM IN LOVE WITH OUR HIP HOP DANCE. like honestly in love with it. if i could marry any selection of choreography, i would marry that fine selection.
:)
"it's about time things went your way"
-Mr. Dunphy.
i am beginning to believe what he has to say to me is true. it IS about time things went my way. i am looking up. i am happy. it is a new year and i am determined to make it my best. it may even top 2007..... only maybe.
the end.
