rewind button

i wish there was a huge rewind button. so i could rewind my entire middle school life. i want to rewind but still know all of the things i know now. if i could i would change a hell of a lot. excuse the language.


i would probably waste less of my time thinking about people who would later just give up on me. i would not waste my time trying to "hold onto the cracks in our foundations." i would have cut down on the dancing even more. i would have listened to those who knew what they were talking about. i would listen more to natasha, briezy, and priscilla because they have been through it all and they know better. i would have never been in any 8th grade honors classes. they are a waste of my effing time. i would have worked harder in school and taken less breaks and shortcuts. i would have kept my fat mouth shut about a million billion things. i would have been more open to other people who, when i look back on it, i was mean to. i wish i would have taken band my 6th grade year so i could have gone to new york ]; to sum it up, i wish i would have known then, what i know now.


too bad there is no such thing as a life-rewind-button.
but I'm going to try my damned hardest to make the rest of this year, something i will look back on and never, ever want to rewind. just wish me luck.