WOW

you keep on talking about all your flaws, how you are so ugly, and you try on clothes and you hate how they look on you, and everyone in your family always makes fun of you, and you regret so so so so much. but you do not know how good you have it. you do not realize how beautiful you are. you do not notice how much you mean to people. how much you mean to me. i love you. you do not appreciate how much your parents love you. f'realz. do not think for a second that you will ever be alone in this world, because i will always be here for you whenever you need me, and i just want you to know that. haha "mi amor." :D you know who you are!

today was okay.
better than normal... but still okay.

i am free.... finally.

i had a warm delight for breakfast. because i am a fatty. and it took me 13 minutes to eat. and when i got to school all of my friends were there because no W.E. and homeroom was great. i almost cried while reading the memory keeper's daughter. science was fun. i got to talk about beautiful men being my "future husbands" YUMMMM lovely wedding pictures. and spanish class was actually funny today. I UNDERSTAND MATH! woohoo finally. haha maybe cas its an easy chapter? haha. whatever. lunch was yummm. i actually ate today. wow. weird. i sat with my leg on the table like the classy woman that i am. i got one of Pepper's famous delicious cookies. MMMMM, the salty ones are the best. i need the recipe. and then dickerson was not horrible we just went over how to write a research paper. PE was sooo fun yay for free days. then another free day in social studies. oh and austin kong hates me but idgaf. after school there was no one there? and kristen did not come home with us. and i stood in kylies car for a while after we pulled into the driveway. then home. i had kimchi noodles while watching oprah :] then i got ready for dance. jazz was fun. fever the whole time. LMAO at our sad attempt at a walk-on. my wall stretch was good for once. i pulled a solid beautiful five-turn. yay me. then homowork. i finished quickly. then i got to go to 5:30 EAT YOUR FREAKING HEART OUT MICHAEL VAN PATTEN! another solid 5 :D then slave work (10x each) then hip hop. kristen and jayvin showed up! and then we learned a friggen hard dance that bea couldn't get, so she couldn't impress her man :[ it's okay. then gas station. then home. then i get yelled at for my grades. blah blah blah. then i watch Law and Order SVU. sooooo gooood. and i watched night rider? it was good too. now im blawgihn. poor matt. his life sucks. on the contrary, i think ashley should go to DBHS so she can get the new start she longs for. it will be good for her, not like i know her or anything. but that's what i would do. just sayin. and now i am going to go to sleep after reading "300 love letters" i have not finished reading it yet :[

oh well.

today was nice. i am hoping tomorrow will be the same. actually.... i am praying it will.

i bet there are 98370983256 speling errors in here. but idc! woohoo!