good god

i am so glad i really enjoyed my time alone at home. i got time to just think, relax, and do my homework with no one screaming at me for once.

and then the garage opens and all hell breaks loose and now i am sitting in the bathroom with the door locked crying and blogging. great. i was feeling so good and then its like everything did a u-turn. family can really make you feel like shit sometimes. excuse the language.

i am going to take a burning hot shower and slit my wrists.
okay, maybe not the second part.
goodnight.