a double "oh mylanta!"
a "oh sweet Jesus"
a "you look BOMB"
a "dude, you look hot"
a "you hair nice" from a foreign exchange student who i nicknamed Bean.
and a "you look pretty" from my favorite fourth grader ever.
the "you look pretty" made me feel the best about myself. now whenever i feel like shat, i think i am just going to spend the day straightening my hair and working on my facial art (make up)
and i got into some beef with Evan today about actually doing something with his life and it all started with me receiving a new TV for having good grades. (my old TV was over 15 years old) and then we just blew up from there, so i guess we'll just see how it all falls in line tomorrow. psh. wahtevs, not even sweating on helping drag that boy through life anymore.
and Adam. biotch. i love you and i don't all at the same time. haha. and you say that i have changed. yes, it is all my fault i have changed so much. i am a totally and completely different person now and i will never ever go back to who i was before.
-_-
its not like you haven't changed either. and not for the best, may i mention. so just stfu, cas you don't even know what WE think of you now. its not just me, others have noticed that you changed too, so stfu about how we all changed. i mean of course we have, we are growing up and apart.
and you say stuff like, well if you think they are good people..., and it pisses me off because i don't. i'm trying to help them become good people, don't you see that? remember my talk of being a child phsycologist. isn't this practice? man, you just bug me lately. i miss how we used to be.
...haha...whatever, i won't sweat it either, i have more to worry about.
its just, i feel like you talk shit about me without looking in the mirror first. you have changed too, i don't even feel like i know you anymore. but whatever, no one stays friends FOREVER right?
and you just stood there while a butterfly attacked my mouth!
bleh.
shaved my legs today, cut them twice. lovely.
oh and Mr. Dresser, go choke on Mrs. Brady's boobs, we all know you are having an affair with her anyways. jerk. and stop giving me INC's on homework that I DID COMPLETE! and then when i confront you on it you just say "well, is that my problem?"
fu.
